Never have I held her
never have I felt
the electricity
between our bodies excite
as auras encounter
then meld together
nor the press
of soft flesh
upon hard muscle
Never have I felt her
heartbeat drumming
upon the hollow
of my chest
and yet
the pulse of her heart
as a rhythm carried
in the ocean’s waves
reverberates
within me
Month: October 2015
An Autumn Walk in the Woods
Autumnal Sunrise
My Upanishad
Who will meet me here
in undimensioned space
where I am and am Not
where self divests itself
of itself
and identity has no meaning
here
there is neither love
nor desire
but only being
remains
though I may have held you close
intoxicated
by the fragrance
of the blossoms of your heart
the embrace releases
the one being we were
surrenders
melds
into the larger Self
this path
is not a path
of the heart
nor the body
but of pure consciousness
walk with me here
and we may once again
walk the path
of the heart
or the body
who is it
that can walk the many paths
of being
in a single journey
Rumi’s expansive field
is too small
The Soul of Stillness ~ Tanka
Scientific & Spiritual Areas
As soon as you enter this woods, a sacred hush falls upon you, envelopes you, permeates you, and you know that the Mystery is powerful here. Even the most casual strollers you encounter seem to be under its spell, and walk with a more reverent air.
In this woods Sugar Maple Trees over 200 years old tower above you.
This woods is one of the few significant remnant old-growth parcels of “The Big Woods” left in Minnesota. While we have the Boreal Forest of conifers, birch and aspens in our north country, “The Big Woods” was a deciduous hardwood forest that once covered nearly 2 million acres through the central portion of the state. This remnant virgin woods is 220 acres. Virtually everything else of the original “Big Woods” is now gone, or second-growth.
Technically, this woods is a “Scientific & Natural Area” – in Minnesota SNAs are used to “preserve natural features and rare resources of exceptional scientific and educational value.”
Though we may know that the entire Earth itself is sacred, and we may tune in anywhere, there have always been those places where Spirit has felt more present. In my experience SNAs, these little niches of preserved pristine nature, are often times liminal spaces – thresholds between the ordinary and the non-ordinary reality.
I like to believe that the sacredness of these places was strong enough that even humans hell-bent on subduing the landscape could feel it….and were inspired to preserve it. But it must also be acknowledged that many times it was the rugged form of the topography itself that saved an area, being unfit for commercial or agricultural development. And it is this very topography that feels like an eruption of the more profound Sacred into the more commonplace landscape. In the case of this woods, the topography and its Sugar Maples combined so that it was originally preserved because of a commercial use:
I have been making pilgrimages to this woods for almost 20 years. To place your hands upon the trunks of the elders, to embrace them, is to be filled with a flow of energy so sublime and uplifting. And for a moment you are a part of the tree itself, feeling its crown swaying in the Sky, and its roots firmly grounded in the Earth.
Over the years, I have come to discover, one after another, many of the old giants had fallen to the ground. I still remember the great grief I felt the first time that I encountered one of the fallen Grandfathers. Though placing my hands upon him, his Spirit was still vibrantly alive; he spoke to me, and asked that I carry his energy to one of his sisters.
This one I encountered yesterday. It’s message…”Do not grieve for my departure, for though my individual energy is leaving this forest, it goes to rejoin the spirit of the Earth herself, to assist her in her rebirth.”
The old giants, their numbers growing ever fewer, are scattered throughout the parcel. But nonetheless, the canopy of leaves woven together by the crowns of older and younger trees, remains thick enough so that in most places there is no understory of shrubs, plants, or invasive weeds. But here and there the ground is carpeted with a multitude of Maple seedlings. Only the Maples themselves fully know the mystery of why one patch of ground sprouts a new generation while other areas remain bare earth.
But the future of this woods as a continuing legacy of the elder Sugar Maples seems assured, for there are many patches of these seedlings..
one slightly older…
and one slightly older…
and one slightly older…
and one slightly older…
and one slightly older…
and older..
and older still…
This woods holds a space for the sky in its heart…
The Fall
from verdant green
to flaming colors
no rainbow ever dreamed
but the trees dare
from flourishing fields
of growing grain
to shorn earth
of tawny stubble
the wheel turns
once more
the year
draws to a close
and the growing season
meets its maker
whirlwinds skitter
across the path
stirring more poignantly
whatever wistful nostalgia
might have blossomed
late before the frost
this perishing moment
too
is an eternity